There's a relief feeling.. Yeah.. I want it that way.. Coz I know.. I have a kind of bad feeling.. About everything that happened.. And then I'm sure that I did it right.. After all this messy time.. Well, we have such a different world.. Many obstacles in yourself.. And everything's around you.. Hey... I dont need ur money, ur gorgeous things.. ur everything... If u think it will make me into you.. It's not something that can make me fall.. You...

This night... while waiting on my PC.. When I had a pen and paper in my hand.. (something rare) I don't know, but the words are flowing... and I just write it.. and then share it here.. I wanna call it poem.. but I guess.. It's not a poem.. but only a scratch from my heart... So... This is it.. Tell me how can I survive? This fragile heart can't made as though.. That I just need someone by my side..  Tell me how can I pretend that I'm strong? Everyday...

Bingung mulai dari mana.. kepengen ngeluarin smua2nya disini.. smua emosi dan segala hal yang aq simpan di hati dan otak ini.. Bukan hal yang biasa gw lakuin. curhat tentang My F*cking Love Life yang kadang buat gw so damn.. g ngerti harus gimana.. Banyak banget hal yang terjadi di hidup gw... and my love life.. beberapa taun terakhir ini.. Waktu nulis ini gw lage home alone.. ditemani Lullaby nya Creed yang slow dan dalem lyricnya,,, bener2...