So.. what a bad writer am I.. I have so much things to say.. but I miss a lot of time in many ways.. I was drowned in a deep sadness.. I was be the victim of love.. that I lose my logic mind.. All I know is that my heart is.. blue.. yes.. I do.. I was trying to survive.. to face the reality.. even it's hurt me so much.. ah.. love.. wish it be so simple as the name... so I won't get down.. haha.. but still.. I always thanks to God for everything...